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new journal [25 Mar 2005|04:37pm]

new eljay




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It's a luscious mix of words and tricks [09 Jan 2005|10:09am]
[ mood | crazy ]

I just woke up! And I wanted to update!

Okay, Lauren and I had an awesome time hanging out! Especially when she discovered the White Ninja... she even made one... i didnt like the fact that she loved trying to rub it all over me though lol. but thats okay!

I really need to start getting ready... blech :-P Chris is picking me up at like 11:45 ... me, anthony, ashley and chris are going to rent movies and probably order a pizza or something. So that should be fun.

Len invited me to the movies yesterday.. but I couldn't go since Lauren and I were hanging out! I can't just leave my lovely Lauren! geeeze, i totally ADORE the movie Garden State! I absolutely love it!! I need to buy the soundtrack! Ahh I have a butt load of biology work-sheets to do! grrrr! i forgot about them!

well, i just have one question to ask... Wanna Disco? Wanna see ME Disco!? If so, comment! lol.. anonymous, not anonymous, whatever! just give me some comments!! Its not worth writing if I dont recieve feed-back! Now.. I'm going to go get so fresh and so clean clean! hehe! bye bye

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SERIOUS AS A HEART-ATTACK! [07 Jan 2005|05:37pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Wow, I'm making this a public entry! I'll write public entries every once in awhile, but the important stuff is friends only.. so if you want to read it all.. get an lj, comment, and you might be added :)

Who loves this layout!? Tell me, is it me? YES IT IS! Thank you so so so so much Ashy! You're so great!!! feel better, remember, when depressed, shop! yeahh!

Lauren is comming over, I was goin to invite Mere to, but she had a swim meet, and she'll probably be pooped! Tomorrow I'm going to hang with lauren around here, and do somethin' with Chris probably.

Oh, I'm actually starting to like Annual now, we are allowed to listen to cd players, walk around school, interview, and take pictures! ahh! We get to see a lot of people in different lunches as well, which is nice :-D

my legs are still sore from working out so much this week :( lol im such a whiner! ah! well, im going to go now, lauren just called, bye bye!!

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[26 Dec 2004|11:06pm]
[ mood | tired ]

The saddest thing is, I don’t blame you. Deep down, I wish I could hate you, but I can’t. I can’t hate you for not loving me anymore than I could hate myself for loving you because I believe that you wanted to fall for me. I’ve seen your eyes searching mine enough times to know that you tried. But, the human heart is a funny thing: it can’t be told when and where to fall in love. You’re a good person who has always tried to do the right thing... and when the feelings weren’t there, the right thing was to let me go. I just wish that made it hurt less and not more.

(( for him ))

this is my only public entry.. for awhile...

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[17 Nov 2004|07:54pm]
[ mood | Upset and Confused ]

It's true.. I'm taking a Break.. I'm Sick of LJ drama.. and I'm also sick of dumb people who repeat everything I write in here to others..

I'm just really stressed out, and I won't be writing for awhile..  Comment.. for the last time for a week or so...

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//*eeeek! [24 Oct 2004|09:57am]
[ mood | Hugs All Around! ]

I'm in a good mood! Except for the fact that Wake lost yesterday to Fla. State! grrr! So close too! They won by a field goal! How dumb!? Well, Andrew called me like 10 min after I got home and i was watchin 'Pretty in Pink'. (favorite 80s flick) And he was like, 'I got you something today!' I told him not to tell me, and he said he bought it to let me know he was 'thinking of me'. I thought it was adorable!! I was like aww! he's a sweetheart!

Hm.. today my rents are going to the race! Well, they already left, but they are gone! Party for me! That means dad doesn't have to disturb me when I'm dancing in my rain-boots listening to Oldies :) Because he did that once when he came home and he made fun of me.. >_< ..  look at this smiley.. -->   o.O <-- his eyes are bugging out! lol
btw.. happy birthday kayla!! I had to miss her party yesterday cause I got in so late :(

Well, i believe thats all! I'll leave you some lyrics to one of my fav. oldies songs.. the one thats playin.. now! And a picture of my new hair!

Here he Comes... That's Cathy's ClownCollapse )

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--*FrieNds OnLy*-- [12 Sep 2004|01:02pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

No Particular Reason.. Just Felt the Need to Make my Journal Friends Only..


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[11 Sep 2004|10:48am]
Last Night was awful! omgosh!

But the thing is.. I don't feel bad at all, because I'm the one in this situation who didn't do anything.. I just don't understand how someone cannot feel guilty about betraying a friend..

i really hate drama queens :-/

But anyway, I have nothing to prove to anyone! So thats the good thing! lol I'm going out with my sissy and my </b>grandma</b> now for lunch.. then Dani and I are going to meet mom and goin to a movie then shopping! So Yeah Adios!


'he will forever be my romeo.. a very clueless knight in shining armour..'

--game [09 Sep 2004|10:14pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]

had an okay day!

im in a better mood!

Won my singles match!
Lost doubles.. only because those girls from east wilkes are DUMB! but thats okay! lol

adios.. comment people!

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eeeek! [08 Sep 2004|09:50pm]


I love it! She said it's all the things that remind her of me! leave me comments if you have anything else that should have been added! ((hint, compliments people)) lol love to all!

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which would you prefer... [08 Sep 2004|03:30pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

What a day! I would have to say.. overall.. my rain-boots were a hit! Except for dumb people like Sam, Hand-on-Cock, Miles and Jared.. but they're stupid anyway so I dont really care *laughs*

mm.. last night was good! idk.. i think something was up with Daniel.. maybe it was one of those 'i dont like her so much' days.. But maybe it's just me! i'm being silly! *shakes head* and.. i talked to Kirby! wow, it's been away! I miss our library days! lol .. looking at the serial killer books and writing secret letters! *laughs again*

I might have a tennis match tomorrow.. but I'm not quite sure yet.. So yeah I'll have to check on that! lol, Len say's he's going to try to come to one of my matches if he doesn't have practice or a meet.. and if he cant, he promised a hug to make up for it lol..

Well, im going to go now! homework calls :( and I'm going to youth with Lauren.. so adios!


Daniels Away Msg.
On the phone with Priscilla( ahhh like old times)
^anyone care to shoot me now and get it over with?^

"And I'll erase you.. because i can... dream sweetly love, dream sweet.."

Bad Mood.. not to mention.. this one *points to self* is no longer on his profile.. well, im going out with lauren now.. so maybe i'll write more later.. comments.. please?

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We're All Alright! [07 Sep 2004|05:08pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

Guys Are Major Dicks ..
oops! bad word! excuse me! *pinches self* im going to get out of that bad habit!

Okay.. --> Mere and Michael Broke Up! Eeeek! Yeah he's a jerk though.. so I think it was best! Mere and I decided all we want are 'friends'.. boyfriends are just too official!

Rani thinks Shawn Hiatt is hott! (sorry if i was supposed to keep quiet rain!) We were talking this morning when she was eatin breakfast and we want to go to a show with Shawn and Daniel .. lol fun times!

Mk.. What else is new? mm.. i cant think now! maybe later! lol bye!

^lol daniel, i love my new nickname!^

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crazy night! [03 Sep 2004|11:42pm]
tonight was so kick ass!!!!

I'm in such a good mood!!! wwwwooooowwww! lol

Lauren and i were on her cell phone trying to get matt poore to meet us! lol so yeah then I saw Alice! yay i love her she's too sweet! She like tried to point out daniel for me but im so blind! lol so i was like oh ill brb im going to find matt.. so then Len pops up! i didnt get a hug from him.. but then again i wasn't expecting one really.. then we went to visit mathew poore who gave me one of his senior pics which are great!

then i was like hey im going to snag jmo and go find daniel! So i was like speedin around the track and I saw him! yayy! well Jmo found him.. lol but i gave Daniel a big hug!! I miss him :( *makes a sad face* but yeah him and shawn ((missed him too)) were trying to say i dated this kid named Andy and I got confused and I was like ive never seen this guy in my life! lol but thats okay! Yeah then I had to go but I got goodbye hugs! yay! lol

((saw tim too.. amanda would do him .. ill have to tell him.. lol))

well, im going to go!LEAVE COMMENTS
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excitedness! [02 Sep 2004|07:11pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

Tomorrow is going to be so great! Want reasons?

1. Get to spend mucho time with a very special guy
2. Get to hang out with my buds and be crazzzy!
3. See a few of my friends from West
(*three of which are very special to me*)
4. Get to dance my little heart out and yell for out team

I think that's enough reasons ^_^

I'm posting this to make Holly laugh: Omg! I'm a peacock on crack!? say whaaa!? (laughs)

I'm going to sound like such a nerd when i say this.. but i dont know if i'll get much sleep tonight! I'm excited.. mostly about hanging out with a special guy and then seeing my three great guys from West! ^_^ *blushes mucho*

Leave comments.. please? ^_~


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Is it everything you dreamed it to be? [01 Sep 2004|07:20pm]
[ mood | full ]

I had a good day!

Firstly.. like the new layout?
Well idc if you do! I love it though!
All Dax! Holly-Belle did it for me!
ya know why? cause she loves me to pieces!
lol and i love her mucho mucho as well!

Mk my day was good! I got two mucho grande hugs today!
Well .. three counting one from Brandon aka Georgia! he's my homie!
Tennis practice was good! Considering i was only there for 45 minutes!
Tiff and I went to pep-club and did some posters! Mine is the one on the cafeteria window that says 'here kitty kitty' in red so yeah mines hottttt! lol

Yeah now Andrea is supposed to call me! She's sleeping though! Silly Girl! *grumbles* Yeah apparently she was supposed to give me a letter from Michael today unless he lied to me.. which I hope he didnt cause then I would be a little angry! lol

Well thats all! Adios! *Mooches* lol


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*dancing in the moonlight!* [31 Aug 2004|07:44pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

I'm listening to Oldies.. I love them mucho mucho!

mm ... wanna know about my day? Okay then! ^_^

went to school... fun! then after school I walked with Michael to his car before tennis and talked to him for a little bit.. then went to practice.. we all wanted to go to SAMS to eat.. but then my mom was bein dumb and so was Courtneys dad.. so we are just goin tomorrow.. but yeah fun! Lauren is supposed to be calling me! But Daniel said she was sleeping! Oh! SPeaking of Daniels...

Daniel Perry Called me! He got mad at me though cause i had to go eat! i was like too bad sir! lol but i love him too too much! he's the best! I get to see him friday night! yay! lol, well im going to go talk to holly! she's working on my layout and telling me about it! Yay! i love holly so much :) lol



[31 Aug 2004|11:02am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

i really dont like two faced friends ..

i get to see daniel friday night at the game!

and matt .. and Len.. and like 4 other people i know and love from west! *mooches* im excited!


_and one day you're prince will come_ [29 Aug 2004|10:09am]
[ mood | flirty ]

Yesterday was a good day ^_^

Lauren invited me to go over to her aunts to swim for a later birthday party .. which meant i had to dig through my closet for her birthday gift! ah! but I found it! Her grandmother came to pick me up.. she kind of makes me nervous and intimidates (sp?) me! But she was really nice to me so that was good! We went by laurens cousins house to pick her up.. and then we went over to Laurens to pick up her and her little brother david! He was too cute! He talked my ear off all the way to Pizza hut in madison! I was like oh really now? Okay! Wow sounds fun! lol But yeah..

We had a lot of fun swimming! It was super steamy oustide so it felt so goooood to get in the water! except for one thing... my legs, my arms, and most of my body got tan.. but my tummy didnt! idk why! lol Lauren said it was probably because i put more sunscreen on it! I was like dang it jim!

Then they took me home so I could get ready .. and Michael called and I talked to him until he had to leave cause he was going out with his buddies... then I got ready and all that and waited on my sister! I was kind of pissed at her but then i cooled off so yeah it was okay!

We went to the movies and ended up seeing 'Without a Paddle' omgosh I love that movie! I totally wanna see it again!!!

Sheriff (hes missing teeth)-- "Well well boys ... just passing through?"
Tom-- "Oh no no no! Actually, we're from UPS, it looks like someone ordered some teeth."

Wow okay dani and I were cracking up ! You just have to see it! Dax is mucho mucho hot as a bad guy ^_~ Well, then dani suggested we go to sams to eat but I was like.. nahh lets snag something at chiles.. so we did and it was very yummy! Then we came home and she went to sleep! I stayed up on the phone with Lauren then fell asleep...

Well thats all so adios!

Mucho Mucho Comments Please! ^_^

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--smiles-- [27 Aug 2004|10:21pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

I'm in a fantastic mood!

The football game was pretty cool .. we won.. ahh! shocker I know! I was so hyper..

I talked to Michael for awhie before he had to go and get dressed! Then he talked to me for like 3 minutes at break and just dissed me for his cool kid friends! lol but thats okay!

well, im sleepy and i still have to check my voice-mails and call lauren! adios!


*sigh* [26 Aug 2004|07:55pm]
i screwed up my ankle :(

I rolled it playing singles.. it sucks so bad..

Now I have to take a visit to the doctor.. adios..

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